Today, I kinda think I flirt too much.
I flirt with everyone... but that is just my nature. I love to flirt. It gets me by... is that a bit sick? I am so emotionally deprived myself that the only love I feel I can receive is by flirting with others. When I wink at people, when I hug people, when I am close to people... it's the best feeling I have ever experienced. I'm not close with many people, that's why I am so close to my best friend and don't mind touching her in places most friends wouldn't (Not sexual places 0.o)
Since the start of school, I have had a few girls that have liked me in that way. Yes, in that way. Which is weird... I didn't like any of them that way, but it's the flirting that I did that led them on.
I hate when they led me on, but now I realize I am kinda doing the same thing, which means I should stop.
But I can't, because it is my nature, and that is what I do.
I'll just have to try not to flirt so... well?
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