Pairs

Today, I kinda feel left out.

I feel like everyone is paired up.

Last year, when I was dealing with my illness and god knows what... I was kinda isolated from my friends. I didn't talk to my best friend, I didn't talk to anyone from school... I was basically alone.

And now I am kinda realizing that maybe getting that thing didn't kill me... but it kinda killed my social life. I feel so distant from my friends now.

I feel uninteresting to them. I love it when people invite me to things but I don't feel they enjoy me when I go.

I love my friends...

But I feel uninteresting.

And it doesn't help my mind is always preoccupied with the slut.